On Tuesday my J-pouch and I will be flying for the first time together to go to Massachusetts for my brothers' wedding. I have to admit, I'm scared. After all, it hasn't been that long since I had to think about the "what ifs" before every outing. I know there should be no problems and my mind is still probably in UC mode but I can't help but freak out a little. What if something goes wrong? What if the change in pressure makes me uncomfortable? What if I have to go to the bathroom on the plane and people are waiting? What if I don't feel well while I'm there? I know I just need to stop worrying about things that most likely are not going to happen and focus on the exciting fact that my brother is getting married and I'm actually able to go, but I'm sure you IBDers can understand. Anyway, I'll update when I get back. Wish me luck!